In the mid-morning of April 1, 2008, in a Bahamanian Hotel, something happened that would change my life forever.

I had just finished making love to my girlfriend afterward I went into the restroom to clean up, as soon as the door closed behind me I felt GOD say in my spirit so strongly, "ENOUGH!!" I was startled as I stood there naked I put my head down in disgust of myself because deep down inside I knew what that meant and what I was supposed to do. I never had sex again until the night of my honeymoon in Mazatlan, Mexico 6 years later. I became celibate from that moment on. I questioned myself and wondered if I could stay this way until marriage living in a world surrounded by temptation working as a personal trainer. Sex was an addiction to me, I wouldn't date you until the sex was understood. It wasn't easy. I began to have urges and withdrawals just like someone who's trying to stop drinking coffee. I got my Bible, began to divulge in it more deeply, and purged my lifestyle. I needed something to help me cope. As I read the Bible I started to compare stories of the Bible to the stories of my life and this book contains the thoughts, expressions, and wisdom that came to be.

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